Just some random thoughts that have been filling my head lately…

Life is really strange sometimes… How things intersect… Why do we question things…would it be better to let go of the outcome…I sometimes wish my journey didn’t have so many flat tires…i wonder if I actually could just leave today run down the block and just keep on running like forrest gump…who knows…why do really good things happen right along with really bad things…did we ever lose our marbles…why do I always want to go home when I am already home…is home a state of mind more than a physcial structure…why compare…can i…spending time alone sometimes is the best thing in the world, but other times it is excruciating to sit with…can i succeed….will i succeed…does my idea of success mean anything at all…if I believe in fate then why can’t i just accept where i am right now…why do we always want more…do i want more…am i one breakdown away from taking pills…who’s business is it to decide who is crazy and who is not…who is sane…who is better…who is lost…why do we always want it to be colder in the summer…and hotter in the winter…can’t we just be happy with what is…right now…this very moment…do i exist…are we just the bottom feeders of this ginormous universe…what is it like to be an ant…can i see the future…why do glimpses of things always feel like deja vu…does happiness exist…are we all just going with the flow…why settle…if i kept moving would you be able to find me…does true love exist…or do we just tell ourselves that it does because we have yet to actually find it…why does loving someone have to be the best and worst thing all wrapped into one…why do i care…what if i just vanished tomorrow…what if we all vanished tomorrow…would we care…would anyone care…is life finite…or infinite…can we really prove anything is real…can my thoughts go in infinite loop and eventually return to the first thought I ever had the exact moment I took my first breath in this world??

brain dump…should try sometime