Thursday, February 7, 2008

Trapping Feelings

I have been truly trying to capture and trap all those horrible feelings that have just been invading my territory lately. Had one of the worst days ever on Sunday, and took me most of Monday and Tuesday to crawl out of that mental state I was in. It’s scary getting trapped inside one emotion especially when it is one like frustration or sadness. Hard to explain, and not really sure where this post is going. I have been reminding myself of so many things lately like to just be grateful for the here and now, and all the support I have of my friends and family. I want to live in the now but at times I find it difficult when I know that there are big changes on the horizon. Some good, some not so good… So it is a daily struggle to find balance and keep myself from tipping to far one way or the other on the emotional scale. Some days I’m more successful than others.